Need I say more?

Our first day with Hiyab was nothing short of amazing. I cannot wait to share the pictures of her face when she first saw us. She recognized us from the book we sent and came running, grabbed us and said "Mommeeee, Daaaaddddeeee"! I cannot tell you how that feels! My heart is so full and moved with this experience. I have so much to share with everyone. We spent the remainder of our day taking pictures, well actually SHE took pictures and we followed. We played games on the iPhone - she loves technology. Then there was time drawing, writing, giggling, hugging and just getting to know each other. She is VERY bright! And I'm not saying that because I'm her mother, but the workers at Hannah's House shared this with me! She can read and write ANYTHING in English. She doesn't always understand, but she can read. She actually gave us a test today. You will be happy to know that when she graded it we got everything correct and she gave us a star and marked (and spelled by herself) EXCELLENT!!! She is sassy!!!! She is generous, loving and a little shy. She watches everything around her and takes it in. She is a total perfectionist!! Everything has to be just so-so. She is so beautiful and when she smiles her entire face smiles! One last story before I go... She had a piece of paper and began to write to show us her English skills. She wrote - Mammy and Daddy I love you, brothers I love you -

Are there difficulties in adoption - yes

Will you face some trails - yes

Are there struggles on the family - yes

Is it costly - yes

Do you get exhausted - yes

Mammy and Daddy I love you, brothers I love you - well, nothing else matters! Oh, friends if you haven't considered adoption will you? Good night from this side of the world. More to share tomorrow.

Where in the world is the carpet??

Apparently Washington DC did NOT receive the memo that I was arriving. Michelle and Barack didn't even show up at the airport. You would think with my royal status that we would have had a band or something. Oh well, maybe next trip. Actually we have had a wonderful day of travel. Clear roads, we left and arrived everywhere early, talked with the boys several times and had an awesome pizza for supper. The plane was a llliiittttlllleee small, but I was snuggled next to Jerry. Funny thing on planes, they drive you crazy checking to see if your seatbelt is fastened (no small task for fluffy people) and then serve you alcohol (NO! We didn't purchase any!!). I think it would be safer to be chunky and free than drunk and strapped down. Our baggage arrived with no problems and we were shuttled right over to an awesome hotel room. We are about to call it a night and get a little sleep before the long trek tomorrow. Hope to finally meet some AGCI families tomorrow. Just a few sleeps away from seeing Hiyab for the first time!!! Until tomorrow- sweet dreams!

Jerry, did you pack the...

Well, it has arrived - Ethiopia Eve! Let me tell ya, things are a-buzz in the Williams house. I am busy packing the things that we will never use but fear we won't survive without. Jerry is packing 9000 pair of underwear in every possible bag. The boys are, of course, eating. Jon is making ravioli to eat and reciting some of the Skit Guys material. Jake is eating some of the Ukrainian salo that arrived this week and asking a zillion questions. The dogs are busy following us to make sure that we aren't attacked by any monsters under the bed. Ahhhh, life before flying. Really, I love it - the excitement, the charge of energy, the wonder, the newness - its all great. I can't wait to make new friends, experience a new culture, and of course meet our new DAUGHTER. It is so overwhelming and joyous and scary and wild and wonderful. Who says adoption isn't filled with wonder and excitement! We are going to miss our wonderful boys. They have been such a huge help and it is no small thing to give your family up to God's plan to add a sibling. There is a certain amount of... well... uncertainty at how life will be after the new arrival. They have talked to us about some things that concern them. I don't feel like I should share these things, but know that they are walking through different emotions and cares with God's help and they look forward to having a new sister. The night will of course not last long enough to get everything done and we will be hustling kids to bed and throwing last minute items in the bag until the last moment. Strangely enough we have a peace in the midst of packing chaos. It is a deep sense that our loving, strong, gentle Father is ahead of us and is in total control of what is to come. This peace is marvelous and as we begin to let emotions well up in our hearts that would otherwise overwhelm us, the peace takes over and gently soothes those deep dark worries of the mind. Tonight as we pack our things and run through the house like wild people there is a small and beautiful girl on the other side of the world dreaming of the day her family will come to claim her as their own. May she have peaceful dreams and may the God of all peace and comfort be her constant Companion as she waits for us to arrive.

Mom, its SNOWING!!!

Here in Mississippi we are blessed that usually snow is a highlighted event in our lives. Our memories of snow are those of snowball fights, small snowmen, bowls of snow cream, snow angels, and days out of school. We don't usually deal with shoveling the white flakes of joy because we rarely get that much coverage. I mean really, we have to have several days of cold weather to "freeze the ground" before the glittering flakes will even stick and stay past a few short hours. But this week it happened - we had frost with a fog that hovered over it one day and as anyone over the age of 65 knows, that means SNOW. If that fact were not enough for you, then maybe this will change your doubting mind - the snow is coming from TEXAS! That should do it, I mean what other scientific information do you need. If the weather front moves up and over Texas then Mississippi WILL be covered in a winter blanket for several days. Schools have already canceled classes because, let's face it, even us mean, old school teachers enjoy a good bowl of snow cream. The boys are all excited and have been out in their PAJAMAS to make the first snowball of the season. Jake is excited because he remembers the snows of Ukraine and not only does this bring back pleasant memories of the beautiful Ukrainian hills covered in snow, but he knows it will not last near as LONG! So let me set the scene for you... Jerry goes to the back door, swings it open and snow gently blows in the door, Jake yells for Jon to come and see. Jake, dressed in shorts and a t-shirt, runs outside with my phone to video the snow falling in the back lights for Abby to see when we travel. Jon bounds up the stairs in his pajama pants and no shirt or shoes and out he goes. Jerry with house shoes on and "warm up pants" (don't ask what he is warming up for because I don't know, nor to I want to know) his t-shirt and camo cap head out to see how much snow is falling. I haven't showed him windows yet because I am afraid he might escape. The boys are running in and out and in and out to warm their naked feet and happily yelling "MOM, LOOK, MOM CAN YOU SEE IT, LOOK IT IS SNOWING!!!" That is when it really hits me - Abby has never seen snow. She has no idea what snow is or what to do. I am kind of concerned that when she watches the video she STILL will not know what to do. According to our video you should be partially naked, shoe-less and yell a lot. So many people have totally supported us with our adoption of older children, but some have questioned our decision because they aren't babies and we would miss so many of those "first" moments. Like their first tooth, or word and such. To be honest, that is something I often think about... mainly I wonder what it was like and wished I could have those moments to share with them to bring us together with memories. That is when I realized one of the small blessings that we would have with Abby, we would have a "first snow" with her! Now, I like being just a little different... and having a different set of "firsts" is right up my alley. The first time she gets a kiss from us, the first time she visits McDonalds, the first time she sees her brothers, the first time she sleeps in her room, the first time she sees her room... so many things that are "firsts" that will be awesome to see and take in and absorb. Then to have an older child that can one day remember these "firsts" and share her thoughts and feelings with us - it is a special blessing! So I say bring on the snow and memories, and the family and the love! Happy snow cream to you and yours!

LUCKY 13

13 DAYS!! Only 13 days until we meet our daughter for the first time! WOW!! I can't believe we are this close to leaving. So very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very (there are 13 if you didn't count) EXCITED!

It is difficult to process everything. I have the same flow of emotions every time - excitement that trails off into total FEAR! I go from total excitement to shaking fear of the unknown. The image of seeing her for the first time and moving lovingly toward her and then the she turns and runs screaming into the bush! Crazy? YES. But then again fear is what satan uses to keep us trapped. Last night I was trapped by lack of sleep and a snoring husband. Everything was pouring through my mind. So as my hubby snored like a freight train I went to the Bible because there is NO HOPE in stopping Jerry's nasal challenges. NO, I am NOT saying that reading the Bible will put you to sleep. Although, it does soothe and remind you where your burdens need to be dropped off. In moments like last night God has shown Himself to be so gentle and caring and last night was no exception. Luke 12:32 - "Don't be afraid, little flock, because your Father delights to give you the kingdom." WOW - LOVE IT!! He didn't tell me what would happen, or what to expect, but He told me NOT to be afraid. I can do this one thing... and it solves everything! Whatever happens, I don't need to be afraid. So tonight my project is searching the Bible for any references for SNORING!

Many of you have asked if there is anything you can do for the orphanage. We are planning on carrying some extra luggage that can be LOADED down with goodies that they are needing. I will post a list later as I am waiting on an update list.